Day of Birth

I’m not sure why there is so much anxiety surrounded by this day. It’s just another day, right? 

But for me, I see more, I imagine more. 

The number that accompanies this day of birth kind of scares me. Why? 

I guess because it’s the start to a new year and also the end of something I’ve held on to for so long. 

I always imagined my family and you would be here. Not just to visit, but to claim me as your’s…. FOREVER. 

But all I can do is wait. I want to be optimistic, but it’s probably hopeless. 

I’ll just wait to be reborn into a new way of life with or without my imagined ending. 
Just my thoughts tonight. 

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